;Being stabbed once again,deeper and deeper

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Went back for volley today.
Yup,met up with joey and lunch @ ghim moh market/ was kinda in a eff up mood though.
Sorry joey,if i've scared you with my breakdown .
Trainings wasn't that tiring though,kinda slacking away
Did the normal stuff then had combined trainings with the guys
& when i topspin,my ball cant spin,dammit ):
so the girls came and joined the guys for match
played among ourselved,boring.
changed into class tee after training and went hawker with sandy.
took bus to interchange and headed home then.

Life's been screwy, & I knew it would end out this way.
Everything seemed so blur.
so many things happened yesterday
finally took out the courage,& said the truth.
I'm really sorry if it had hurt you anyway or so,but this have been dragging long.
really hope all these wouldn't affect you.

Simply hate the way we are now,like strangers who don't even know each other.
don't you understand how it feels at all?
feeling so awkward when we see each other.
i love you,can't you tell?
it seems that you're just playing around,
can you just stop ignoring me,i beg you.
i hate the way we are now.

Did I mention that crying feels damn good.