/Because i just dont have the courage to face you anymore

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Trainings in the morning againnnn,tiring cans.
So we were early birds,woke up at 5am watched tv and headed for school.
Chitchatted with the Co. did the warm up and such.
fifty setting,topspin again.Then had combined trainings wit the guys.
Zhupaoqitiao and digging,boring boring.
so,it started raining and we just played among ourselves
told to train setting or something lidat,hitting the vball against the wall,dman tiring cans.
Trainings ended not long ,changed to class tee and stuff.
Stayed at the bench waiting for the rain to stop,not my decision!
Lunched together @Macdonalds.
damn funny i can say,pured chilli,curry sauce mixed wit ice,paper,plastic covers.
Simply grooooooooooooss.Damn horribly disgusting.
Waited for Joey's bus to come and Hannah waited for mine.
Thanks babe <3 Last day seeing you in spore before you leave for japan ):
reached home,slept straight away.

& im soooo god damn tired now
So many things happening recently,
knew who she like,& yeah its the same person
i really dont have the courage to face the truth anymore
why must everything turn out this way
maybe what __ said was right,you dont even know the truth.
As in,i love you.can't you like...tell?
getting so sick of all this stuff.
next year will be a streaming year,
and i hope everything would jsut come to an end soon.
I need help,someone! :/